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so, how was my first day of college?

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well, my first class was psychology, and that began at 11am. It was pretty boring as all we did was went over the syllabus, and half way through I started feeling super sick and had to leave the room. I think I felt so bad because it was really hot in the classroom, but I'm not sure. My professor does seem very nice and I am looking forward to the class. 

Next, I had (or thought I had) history. About 7 of us waited in the classroom and no professor or other students ever came, and finally my mom texted me and alerted me that the class doesn't officially start until the 19th. I felt super dumb but mistakes do happen! 

Now I am going online to start my first english assignment, and this is an online class. I have a writing blog, and have all my assignments for the semester so I know what to expect. 

Unfortunately, this means that I am not able to get to art as much as I used to be able to. It stinks, but school work and my job come before passtime activities. I will still log on everyday and reply to comments and such, and I will upload any doodles and sketches I do on my instagram. But for posting, it won't be very often on here. 
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About Me! (Updated!)

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 ►Cammi // 21  // she/them // bisexual // single // atheist // INFJ◄

please call me Cammi! 


 

Hi, my name is Cammi! (◦◕‿◕◦) I'm just a girl from Massachusetts trying to be a great digital artist. I'm a huge star wars nerd and studio ghibli music makes me cry. I started digital art in '12. I am currently in school training to be a Veterinary Technician! Please, don't be afraid to talk to me!
♥ marilyn manson, south park, star wars, avengers, rain, studio ghibli movies, elephants, space, coffee, piercings, and tattoos. 

☆ about ☆
  ◆ atheist
  ◆ INFJ
  ◆ neutral good
  ◆ feminist 
  ◆ vet tech student 
  ◆ pisces

☆ art ☆
  ◆ Paint Tool SAI
  ◆ Wacom Intuos Tablet 
  ◆ Watercolors 
 
☆ bands ☆
:music: Marilyn Manson (Spooky Kids Era included), Disturbed, Korn, Red, Five Finger Death Punch, Skillet, Tim Skold, John5, A Perfect Circle, Devin Townsend, Motionless In White, Daughtry, Nirvana, Nine Inch Nails, Bring Me The Horizon, Sick Puppies, Halestorm, Breaking Benjamin, System of a Down, Marina and the Diamonds, Three Days Grace, Mindless Self Indulgence, Thousand Foot Crutch, Fall Out Boy, Rob Zombie, Melanie Martinez, Twenty One Pilots, Coldplay. 

☆ concerts ☆
 Marilyn Manson 2015
Coheed and Cambria 2016
Shawn Mendes 2016
Rob Zombie w/ Korn 2016
Kesha w/ Macklemore 2018

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Devious Journal Draft

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I miss holding your hand

and how we shared headphones

and how you always supported me no matter what.

I miss watching Netflix with you late at night

and how you loved me so much

and for once I actually felt loved.

Everything reminds me of you

the strawberries, the flowers, the sky

and it all reminds me that I fucked up.

I screwed you over trying to save myself.

all because I couldn’t handle the bad that went along with love.

and now you’re gone

and its my fault.

I miss you.


But I refuse to take all the blame.
we both grew up, changed, and fell.
and I have been trying to get back up since
you hurt me
bad
and in return I did the same to you
im sorry





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Moving accounts

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my life is a mess right now and I have to move accounts. I am going to make a new one and see if I can transfer my premium. I'll lose my watchers and everything but there's nothing I can do.

I can't speak about what happened publicly but if you want to talk kik me at Cammi0. I probably won't have time to come on here and check notes.

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Yearly Personal Goals

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(2015): Let's see if I can accomplish any of these. I want this year to be different. Yeah, we all say it, and we never act on it. But I am one of the few people who actually try to change their lives instead of just bitchin'. I'm going to try my very best to complete most of these, an overall try to be more positive and work toward recovery.

[x] Get my drivers license
[x] Improve with anatomy, fur, and overall art style
[ ] Lose 10-15 pounds
[x] Get a summer job
[x] Recover for at least 6mo

I am going to add more along the way, but these are all that I can come up with right now. All that I know I'm going to face this year, whether it be my eviction, switching schools, or whatever, I am going to try very hard to be a better person.

Here are some things I have to look forward to this year.

[x] See Marilyn Manson live Jan 28
[x] 6 driving lessons paid, which I am forever grateful for
1. Done? [x]
2. Done? [x]
3. Done? [x]
4. Done? [x]
5. Done? [x]
6. Done? [x]

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(2016):
Last year I achieved almost all my goals! I got a job, a license, recovered from self harm, etc. So, let's put up my 2016 goals/things to look forward to!

[x] Graduate! (June)
[x] See Coheed and Cambria Live (Feb.)
[x] See Shawn Mendes (Aug.)
[x] See Rob Zombie and Korn (Aug.)
[ ] Lose weight (10-15 pounds)
[ ] Be more active art-wise
[x] Get a new job
[x] Get into a community college
[/] Get a prom date/go to prom
[x] Get a car
[ ] Get 500 watchers
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(2017): Let's see what the new year brings me! I love doing this list every year and see how much I've accomplished! 

[ ] Finish freshman year of college / Start Sophomore Year
[ ] Get a new job
[ ] Be more active art-wise 
[ ] Continue going to gym, lose 10-15 pounds
[ ] Get a tattoo (?)
[ ] Get 500 watchers 

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